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Name: Charis Rebecca
Birthday: 1/18/1985
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Monday, June 29, 2009

And here it is....the last post on this blog.
It's good and freeing to close this chapter of life.
At the moment, I intend to continue writing (hopefully less frequently and more thoughtfully) at http://hieronymos-madagaine.blogspot.com/




Monday, June 15, 2009

Currently
The Insider's Guide to the Peace Corps: What to Know Before You Go
By Dillon Banerjee
see related
ok kids....here's the deal.
Life's been....well, life, lately and it's time to declutter in order to move forward in a better way. I think that includes this blog. If you read this/rely on this as a primary source of communication with me- drop a comment and I'll give you an alternative. If you object to the blog being shut down- leave a comment. Five objections and I'll reconsider.
Shutdown date is two weeks- Monday, June 29.


Thursday, June 04, 2009

briefly

it's wonderful to look at a small group of people interact and realize that you each  bring different perspectives and traits to the mix, but ultimately, you get through together.
(an observation on a particularly hard week at grad school)

I'm beginning to think it's morally wrong to eat tuna. That might be a small exaggeration, but not much....more later, I think.

Some serious grief and repentance going on for how we, particularly Christians, have abused our God-given responsibility for caring for the earth, and how we are recklessly undoing His  GOOD work.

Inconsistent people bother me.
I am still trying to learn how to be consistent.


Sunday, May 31, 2009

was sorting through old scribbles, in search of a short story from about this time period, that's somehow remarkably relevant again. Haven't found it, but did find a poem.....from Spring 2004, Freshman year at Bryan.

Blue Ink


A body's curled up in a small little nook
while a mind roams a world open wide
for spaces and traces, new faces and places to look
for the Idea-the Idea free and strong, bold and brave
and the pen meets the hand meets the ivory page
where the blue ink flows on.

Reading and Breathing and Story and Truth
growing and learning and fading and blurring
round and round the burning bush
with quiet pause and frenzied dance
the flame hightens and lightens and brightens the trance
while the blue ink flows on.

To the beat of the heart, the rythm of the song
the two become one and the one becomes more:
Life is the dance time carried along
twighlight to dewfall, sunrise to sunset
moonbeam, starshine, circling planets add their light
as the blue ink flows on

The world holds the heart but the heart holds the world
each finding its place as
part of the whole yet the whole of a part
and the words make their way back to the skies 
a poet's a fool but the foolish are wise,
from their hands, the blue ink flows on.

To us who waite with listening ears
we sit by the river like statues of stone
straining for voices of elder years
the current is deep and the current is strong
but the shallow eddies enamour the throng
while the blue ink flows ever on.

Who dares to take the leap
beyond the vain and the timid
into the pure waters, untested and deep?
He'll rise down through the darkness, sink up to the light
seeing eyes will be blinded and given their sight
in the blue ink flowing on.


Saturday, May 30, 2009

feeling a little broken today.
But after all, that's what Pentecost is for.
John 16:7



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